This is going to sound weird (My friends hate when i talk about it, would like your input)

Ok, this might seem weird and might go all Rachel Barry crazy.

But is it odd that i don't see myself living to be too old? Like i don't see myself making it much after 55...hell sometimes i think by 48 i'm gone.

Dunno, maybe it's my issues with death or maybe my issues with getting old.

I just always had this gut feeling i won't be here in.....25 years. Is it weird?

My friend always tells me to shut up when i say it. I really don't see the issue though.

Is it weird or scary at all??

I was watching Desperate HouseWives and that Edie chic said the same thing. She never saw herself getting old either and then she died in a car crash. So maybe you just subconsciously know.

hhhmmm maybe, maybe.

it's unusual but there's nothing wrong with you for thinking/feeling it. Only you really know yourself and your body and etc.

btw, Kevin dont forget our 40 year pact.

AAAHHH!!!! OMG You remember

yeah you arent allowed to die alone

It's not weird or anytihng like that. I had a very similiar convo with a friend on MSN yesterday. We had been talking about musicians dropping liek flies and we ended up discussing when we expected to die.

Party Poison wrote:

The Rev said he wouldn't live to be 30. He died at 28. Yesterday was his 30th birthday.

Self fulfilling prophecy.

Are you serious?

Now I am...kinda worried. But i just feel that way for some reason.