Like no one wants to be in a relationship with me, or something. I know this is gonna sound just depressing and all, but just need to vent. I'm twenty-one and have yet to have an official relationship. I've tried with so many people, even friends with simple gestures such as catching up or coffees, but just get ignored. I'm sick of putting in so much and getting nothing in return.
This guy I spoke to on IMVU for months coincidentally moved to aus and like twenty mins from me, but we were always arguing online and I think it was topped off tonight when he I expressed that I wasn't sure if he actually came to Aus because he always avoided the question of catching up or when he was getting his phone. So he basically just said he was avoiding me because i didn't trust him, so i went off at him like I do a lot lol.
Another guy who I saw for about a month a few years ago, we stayed friends but I secretly wanted him again (ended it because I'm a complicated fucker who was scared of committment then) and I sent him a drunk text asking to hook up and he basically freaked out. Has ignored my texts or fb messages since, I dunno why
I just want to be with someone, why is it so fuckn dificult?