Small things you've noticed about yourself...

what are small things you noticed about yourself through the years, whether they are mental or physical?



I notice that i look down alot when walking in public. I cant bring myself to make eye contact with people on the street.

I cry at some of the oddest moments in movies.

I like to walk barefoot alot.

Sometimes, I'm painfully and shocked to find that I have a heart, and hold an inner faith when confronted with evil under all the language and ego

ego?

Jordan you dont have an ego. You're confident, that's a good thing.

I say sorry a lot, even when I haven't done anything wrong.

I crack my knuckles, and bite the inside of my lip when i get nervous.

I've also noticed that I don't know my own strenght sometimes. Lol i was taking trash out at work the other day, and i flung the trash and it almost went over the dumpster, haha.

im forgetful

having bitchy moments

im slow...sometimes

i have big feet. lol

COCOKOLA wrote:

im forgetful

having bitchy moments

im slow...sometimes

i have big feet. lol

I tend to be very forgetful at times. lol I also can be slow at times lol.

I'm not hitting on you, Keri, but, I thiink this is hot: "I crack my knuckles, and bite the inside of my lip when i get nervous.

Keri, I say sorry alot too. I'm always first to apologize in an argument, merely because I just want the argument to end. So even if I am right, I'll apologize as if I have done something wrong.

i also worry alot even about people i dont know.

i always say im sorry to someone if theyre having a bad day, or if something bad happens to them. its my way of feeling bad for them i guess

i also care about shit that i shouldnt, but i do anyway. lol

not something that i noticed, just something I was told:

I was born without any birthmarks.

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

Keri, I say sorry alot too. I'm always first to apologize in an argument, merely because I just want the argument to end. So even if I am right, I'll apologize as if I have done something wrong.

i also worry alot even about people i dont know.

Exactly. I am the same way.

Sometimes I hate when ppl are in such in a good mood and want to talk your damn ears off. Shut the fuck up... I don't care, or you can share that with me later.

i'm a bit of a pervert

I think i'm right all the time

i say fuck too much...

Tjioxz wrote:

i'm a bit of a pervert

I'm sorry but this made me laugh.

You cant be that much of a pervert if you have a gf though

she probably likes it lol



I've noticed I'm extrememly self-conscious and have a severe case of self-doubt.

It made me laugh a lil too.

Im very self-consious and i lack self-esteem.

I think i lack ambition, everyone growing up had dreams of being a doctor or a fire fighter or a teacher, i've never had that. Well unless you count wanting to be a garbage man at the age of 4, because you saw him twice a week and thought his garbage truck was cool. Aside from that, when comparing to my brother who wanted to be a fire fighter, police officer, soldier, any freaking career you can think on, he wanted to be.

Me? I'm 21 and still have no clue what i'm doing with my life, i have no idea where i see myself in 2 years or 3 years or 5 years or 10 years, I just don't see it, i lack ambition for a career option, it's something i've noticed that i've been struggling with since i was 12 or so.

KiwiKevin wrote:

I think i lack ambition, everyone growing up had dreams of being a doctor or a fire fighter or a teacher, i've never had that. Well unless you count wanting to be a garbage man at the age of 4, because you saw him twice a week and thought his garbage truck was cool. Aside from that, when comparing to my brother who wanted to be a fire fighter, police officer, soldier, any freaking career you can think on, he wanted to be.

Me? I'm 21 and still have no clue what i'm doing with my life, i have no idea where i see myself in 2 years or 3 years or 5 years or 10 years, I just don't see it, i lack ambition for a career option, it's something i've noticed that i've been struggling with since i was 12 or so.

how about you come to the U.S. and I pay you to be my boytoy?



at times, I'm kinda the same way. At the moment i am working towards a psychology degree so that I can have some type of college degree. I have to do something with my life, because I'm a mom, I have no choice but to keep going but secretly i really dont know what I want to do with my life.

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

how about you come to the U.S. and I pay you to be my boytoy?

:ooh la la: Tempting offer....I'll pass....for now

I noticed i over explain stuffs....it seems everytime i say something, i have to explain myself. No idea why or atleast when i write an opinion i tend to give maybe sometimes WAY to much explination, sometimes more then needed. I just keep going on and on and sometimes for no reason at all. I'm a crazy person. Look i'm even doing it now.

i really want sushi

never had it...and it seems sooooo yummy

I have a big mouth lol. A little to opinionated at times.

I'm to eager to help people.....dammit i really need to stop that.

I have weight issue's that drive me crazy.

The offer's always on the table Kev


I care ALOT about what people think of me. I base my own opinion of myself on that of what others tell me.

I get upset to easily, but i cant help it.

i care too much about people that in reality dont give a shit about me

it just shows you have a big heart, Deadybear

meh, lol

I always feel constantly unwanted. Then I turn around and get all defensive and offsensive when some one tells me other wise. And in return I get VERY upset with myself and blame myself for no one wanting me.

KiwiKevin wrote:

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

how about you come to the U.S. and I pay you to be my boytoy?

Tempting offer....I'll pass....for now

I noticed i over explain stuffs....it seems everytime i say something, i have to explain myself. No idea why or atleast when i write an opinion i tend to give maybe sometimes WAY to much explination, sometimes more then needed. I just keep going on and on and sometimes for no reason at all. I'm a crazy person. Look i'm even doing it now.

That's why I had to mess with you with a "gfy" in one of these threads a few days ago.

I'm not close with anyone in my family.

I'm with sarcy in that i feel unwanted. But when people tell me otherwise, I dont get defensive, I just dont believe it because I dont feel that acceptance they claim to have for me

so i continue on feeling unwanted...unwelcome...etc. wherever I go.

it gets worse for me online, though.

Yeah, it does suck on-line. You feel like every asshole joined together to make you feel like an idiot and no one is there to back ya up.

LL Jr. wrote:

I'm not close with anyone in my family.

damn, that sucks. most of my cousins in my family are all female, so yeah im close with em all, as i look at them like my sisters

sarcy wrote:

Yeah, it does suck on-line. You feel like every asshole joined together to make you feel like an idiot and no one is there to back ya up.

yeah that is the worst feeling. It sucks cause I really dont have friends in real life so online peeps are all I have and i feel i dont even belong here.

El Mesias wrote:

LL Jr. wrote:

I'm not close with anyone in my family.

damn, that sucks. most of my cousins in my family are all female, so yeah im close with em all, as i look at them like my sisters

me and my family arent close. We have never really been close at all. I'm the black sheep of the family mostly.

Me and my younger brother have always been close. we both liked football, wrestling and cartoons growing up.

recently me and my younger sister have began text messaging so we're beginning to form a relationship.

sarcy wrote:

I always feel constantly unwanted. Then I turn around and get all defensive and offsensive when some one tells me other wise. And in return I get VERY upset with myself and blame myself for no one wanting me.

Awwww

Topics like these help us understand each member a bit better, I like that

Me? I bite my nails lol, never use a nail clipper except for my toe nails.

I can't ever seem to leave my hands still, I always have to be touching something lol

I crack my knuckles alot

Blue you will get arthritis or carpatunnel later in life if you keep cracking your knuckles.

i hate the sound of people cracking their knuckles.

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

Blue you will get arthritis or carpatunnel later in life if you keep cracking your knuckles.

i hate the sound of people cracking their knuckles.

I remember hearing that something will happen to my knuckles but dont know exactly what?

later on you might end up with arthritis or some other joint condition where it will hurt like hell to even hold a pencil or make a fist.

so you might wanna try to stop cracking your knuckles.

gReEn BaStArD` wrote:

When I was just a young MkGt I always thought if I cracked my knuckles, my fingers would break..Lol, yeah.. it's a little messed up, but anyways.. like a couple years ago, I started cracking my knuckles and like every 10 minutes I crack them.. it's fucked up!

Im sorry, that was just really funny. Thanks for making the start of my day a good one MKGT!

I noticed that I hate EVERYONE!, If I'm not familiar with you, then I hate you.

I recently discovered that I have OCD.

I hate going places by myself, I always feel weird as if everyone is staring at me.

I also recently discovered that I LOVE Mauy Thai, and I'm pretty good at it.

I disappoint myself when I give in to temptation; I pride myself on being strong so this gets to me....thinking about converting to Catholicism lol want to get rosary beads with the cross to keep soimething sunstantial with me at all times

Complex Tank wrote:

I noticed that I hate EVERYONE!, If I'm not familiar with you, then I hate you.

I recently discovered that I have OCD.

I hate going places by myself, I always feel weird as if everyone is staring at me.

I also recently discovered that I LOVE Mauy Thai, and I'm pretty good at it.

I wash my hands or use hand sanitizer almost everytime I touch something thing I deem icky, even if it really isn't.

I have OCD too. Its not major, but its enough to annoy me, and for others to notice.

when people tell me i've done something wrong or bad, I dwell on it for days, even weeks sometimes. I punish myself by avoiding that person. I stress over it, which is partly why I can never gain any weight. I'm always stressing over something

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

when people tell me i've done something wrong or bad, I dwell on it for days, even weeks sometimes. I punish myself by avoiding that person. I stress over it, which is partly why I can never gain any weight. I'm always stressing over something

Oh, I know from knowing you *cough, cough* but you got to watch out for that, you'll fuck your heart up

Jordan Harvey Version 1.0 wrote:

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

when people tell me i've done something wrong or bad, I dwell on it for days, even weeks sometimes. I punish myself by avoiding that person. I stress over it, which is partly why I can never gain any weight. I'm always stressing over something

Oh, I know from knowing you *cough, cough* but you got to watch out for that, you'll fuck your heart up

I'm trying. I promise I am.

*Jordan says bad thing about stephanie mcmahon, vix is enraged and turns Super Saiyan and flies off looking for Planet Jordan....*

TO BE CONTINUED....

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

Tjioxz wrote:

i'm a bit of a pervert

I'm sorry but this made me laugh.

You cant be that much of a pervert if you have a gf though

she probably likes it lol

I do tend to stare at her ass a lot for no reason

Jordan Harvey Version 1.0 wrote:

*Jordan says bad thing about stephanie mcmahon, vix is enraged and turns Super Saiyan and flies off looking for Planet Jordan....*

TO BE CONTINUED....

Why you little~!

Tjioxz wrote:

The Sexy Vixen wrote:

Tjioxz wrote:

i'm a bit of a pervert

I'm sorry but this made me laugh.

You cant be that much of a pervert if you have a gf though

she probably likes it lol

I do tend to stare at her ass a lot for no reason

that's cute.

^LMAO at the first part

*SS Vixen throws Kamehameha at continent*

lol I never seen DBZ before either