In the summer a close friend of mine was supposed to come live here, after 4 days he decided no, he wanted to go back.

I was seriously pissed at him. When he left, he left me with the chicken poks and was forced to take care of myself.

I was sooo mad at him, didn't talk to him in a month. I was seriously mad at him.

Now while looking for apartments i had to pay to go see them and stuff. So he owed me money,.


Now was in a financial crisis and and i asked him to pay half of it back. So he was supposed to pay me 40 euro's but he paid me 100 euro's/. I'm greatfull but i get the feeling he's trying to patch things up between us with that.

I was seriously a bitch towards him after he left. I was mean, rude and ignoring him. I know he feels bad...but seriously.....i just get the feeling the extra money is him trying to patch things up with me,.....but tbh i don't want his money either although i do need it