I'm in love with a girl I can't have. I didn't choose it. She's just a beautiful soul. I knew her for just as long as her boyfriend.

I bypassed like and literally just fell in love even though I tried to fight it.

Like Dark Phoenix "I CAN'T CONTROL IT!"

I'm just another innocent bystander.

I kinda sorta maybe wrote her a song. She read it and I got that "AW:)" I wanted.

So I been complementing her. I can't help it.

I pm'ed her and I think I may have went to far telling her that I never officially liked her but just care about her.

I paid her some more complements.

I was really struggling if I should post it. But I wanted to get it off my chest.

Well she was on for a while but I didn't get response. All I want is an "AW".

She has FB on her phone so IDK how it works. Maybe he just didn't read her messages. Or just doesn't have words.

I can't see her recent posts either. I'm afraid she hid them from me.

But she's a nice caring girl. Maybe I'm just paranoid.

I work with her and we are all going bowling Sat.

I just hope everything is the same and we can be friends.

Love just makes you do stupid shit.

But where's my reward? Her BF didn't do shit.

Where's my miracle?

You can say "get over it". Find another. But I can't fathom another girl that would be better.

I can fall in love with another but will it feel the same I feel now?

"Head to toe, body, soul"