Right now i'm in a situation where i have no idea what my next move is.

I'm supposed to be moving but thus far i can't find a place to live. It's getting annoying and hard right now.

I have no idea what to do next. Seemingly i'm going to be cut off from the Student aid here, ebcause i'll be written out of mys school since i don't have much to do and i have this month to finish.

So for the next few months i won't be getting any student finance. No money for the next 4 months.

I'm currently applying to start to do my bachelor in Communication Studies, that will start in Februari.

My problem is that I need to write a motivational Letter, have an interview to convince these people to accept me and also do 2 tests in Januari and if i pass these tests i'll be accepted.

But it's really difficult right now to be dealing with so much.

My parents aren't aware of anything atm. Not telling them anything until i get informed.

The reason WHY i can't continue my school is because they think my dutch level is WAY too low. I'm in Niveau 3 right now and all i need to do is Niveau 4. If i finished my niveau 4 i wouldn't have to do this test to do my bachelor BUT since i can't continue i decide to do the 21+ test.

I'm really worried atm and not sure what my next move is and financialy not sure what i'm going to do....guess apply for a job...but want to find a place to live closer to home first....which is hard.

GAAHH!!! This is why i haven't been on msn and FB much and not talkin to anyione tbh. Just to stressed and worried right now. I cried last week because i felt lost and not sure what i'm going to do.

So this was just a sucky update. Sorry for ignoring everyone as of late. Things are just a bit hard for me atm.