Well decided to go back into the vault and came across this. Been going through some stuff lately and well, this pretty much sums up how i feel. Not really happy with a few things in my life and well it's becomming a struggle and losing patience and losing escuses and reasons. This was written by me actually. On July 14th 2008.
Who's to blame?
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If a tear was time, time would have flown by.
Which is why, I try not to cry.
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The feel of disappointment, I now pay the burden
Never felt the pain, now I know it could hurt.
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Why is it I’m pushed down, to the lowest part of earth?
; Where my voice is silent, where I can’t be heard.
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When my time comes, I will soar away.
Even if I don’t want to, I now must stay.
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To pay a price, no one can afford
; The unhappiness in life that I never understood.
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I pay with, my life, my heart and tears.
In an unsafe place, yet I don’t fear.
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I call it home, just to make it sound pretty.
If you could be here, you’d say what a pity.
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Unhappiness, are you surprised?
; Since I have everything in my life.
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Does who surround me make me feel this way?
What ever it could be, I feel it everyday
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What can it be, who am I to blame
Tried everything, I still feel the same.
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I finally realized, I could finally see
The person to blame was no one else but me.
