I guess I'm not a people person to a lot of people it's not even fair that the nice guys are the one who don't get anything.I work,I help out a lot people and yet I get NOTHING in return.Its not fair that the selfish lazy assholes get everything handed to them yet I it's hard for me to get everything that I want.

I'm 25 so i know that everyone has to die. But still it was a giant reality check when my mom called me 2 days ago and said my grandma is extremely sick. Sick to the point she isnt even working. She's been laid up in my mom's house since last sunday. I'm worried as hell. I dont wanna lose my grandma. I hope she gets better Just not ready to say bye to my grandma yet. She's been a mom to me all my life.

Get better grandma, please.

lately i have not been happy. been issues with my mom as always.
When i was younger i drank, but it was socially, and i could stop and i did stop. I was happier. Now - a days ever since may 18th, when i graduated, drinking has been my go to. I am sad to say it, but lately i feel like my mom doesnt care or support me, and ive seen the signs. for my graduation instead of being with my family or having a night out with them like my mom did for her other kids, i spend it with my friends family , and we drank, first it was a few sips, the after i dont remember anything, i only have the pictures...

I turned 25 monday.

i had a blast. partied and shopped. had 3 days off so i lived it up. I even had a few drinks.

i am still a bit bummed to be 25 but i had a good time celebrating it.

funny my mom said she's been telling people i'm 22 -.-'

to graduate that is. Yes your little reignbow you can't help but love is graduating on May 18th! Just thought i'd update you guys. I might be moving to orlando for college im excited for that something new. I'm very happy and i'm 18 now, this is the start of my "adult life" i look forward to it. I'm going to go to a college for performing arts, and see where life will take me. This summer is all about getting ready for college and getting ready to drive. I guess that its! :P

(if you thought i was pregnant, haha i tricked you XD)

I was about to make a 'Happy Mother's Day' thread then it hit me...i'm the only mother currently active on this site
so yeah i hope you guys and gals got your moms something nice. Have a good Sunday tomorrow ^^

That's right, SHIMMER V.43 is on my PC right now and im in the process of getting Volume 44. Shocking, right?

Sunday: Today was a nice day. I woke up late since the power was out till 1 and without electricity, I have literally nothing to do. When I woke up, I did some chores and then watched some tv shows online. I went in town with my mom to do the groceries and we went to dinner. When I got home, I put away my groceries and watched Amazing Race & Apprentice. Clearly today was a chill day, so I'm feeling relaxed after today.

Thursday: 4 days later, and I finally decide to blog again. On Monday, I learned that my mom was leaving the next day and that I was in charge of the store for a week...

and he might have a crush on me. He's always touching and tickling me when he walks by. It doesnt bother me it just has me wondering.

or maybe he's really playful? But he only acts this way with me.

i bought him a Visa gift card for his birthday and we're planning to go get our nails done together in a few weeks.



in other news, i really like working 4am till 12. Today was a good day.

If anyone saw one of my Facebook posts last night, i was at a 'Halfway to Hell" Halloween show at Sinix (local rock bar) and after seeing all of the creative costumes ppl had, ive decided that i am going to the actual Halloween show as Chris Benoit, complete with Benoit shirt and rope, LOL.

Tuesday: I haven't had time to blog in the past two days, so I'll just talk about them today. Sunday, I worked. Once work was done, I went home and didn't do much. I had a talk with my mom and just relaxed for the rest of the day. Monday, I actually didn't do anything during the day either. This is a pretty boring start to the week lol. But, my new semester started, and I have only one class... Spanish. So, I went to class, and the teacher only speaks spanish. WTF! So, I decided to bail during the break, and I went to a friend's to play some Left 4 Dead 2. So, whenever I can, I'm going to actually...

So i've gotten my work schedule changed to 4am till 12pm Mon-Friday. I have every weekend off and i'm welcome to stay late for overtime if I want.

basically, i come in at 4am and prepare breakfast which is served at 5am...from 5am -10am is Breakfast at my job. At 10am I set up the lunch items. Lunch runs from 10 till about 5pm. then 5pm-9pm is Dinner.

Serving breakfast is pretty easy. Not to mention the store will be alot less busy during the wee hours of the morning, so i can get alot of cleaning done as well as cooking.

My main concern lately is spending time...

This is my blog about me DL I am the original a person who been here from the start.That N**** with a plan and simply the under rated.What I say goes so don't get mad at me for what I say you should know what your getting yourself into when you read my shit.Ok?.Alright then.

So last night I was thinking about a lot of shit.I always have those moments where I ask myself "what am I doing here?"."What is my purpose being part of this world?".I just have so many questions and just no answers to them.I wake up blessed for another day but wonder what am I wakeing up for?.Where am I going today?.I...

Sunday: Basically today was just a day where I stayed home and relaxed. Yesterday I got pulled over by cops because, while they had someone else pulled over, I apparently almost hit one of the cops when I passed by. First of all, I moved halfway through to the other lane, and there was nobody in front of me when I passed. Second of all, he said I was going too fast. Uhm, before actually seeing their lights, I was going 60 in a 60 zone, and I slowed down to 50 while passing them. He was such an ass too, screaming in my face like "YOU SHOULD BE RESPONSIBLE"!! Well, I got a 500$ fine, and that means...

Since i cant get back to sleep, and has to get ready for work in less than 2 hours, i figured id do a random blog.

So, ive been watching womens matches on Raw, SD and PPVs the last few weeks with Hail, and i havent complained one bit. Shocking right? I was actually excited to watch the one sunday just cause xD and now ima be watching the match that TNA has next week for the hell of it .

Short blog, im tired, back to bed hopefully.

Dead out.

Anyone who has really chatted with me would know how stressed I am about my job. It's a high stress place and often leaves me feeling depressed. But today was alot different. I was taking out the trash when I got a phone call. It was from Family Dollar asking if i was still interested in working for them (my head was screaming "HELL YES!!!!") and they set me up for an interview tomorrow. I am so nervous but also excited. I cannot wait to get this done and hopefully find a job that is less straining on me mentally. We'll see how it goes. Wish me Luck!

Hello, my name is Hailey, I'm 19 years old and I'm a university student. I have a part time job at McDonald's as a cashier. Before I get into a blog, I wanted to post a little introduction.

Basically, if you don't like who I am, then get off my blog. Also, if you get offended easily, it's probably not a good idea to read my weekly thoughts. Everything is going to be said here, and it's not always going to be pretty.


Onto the intro... I'm a pretty normal person, living the life of a student with a part time job. That by itself can be pretty stressful. I am bisexual,...

So fucking internet destroyed my good post so have to write it again, sorry if rushed.

Basically I like this guy a lot. Met him at a bar at the uni night when some of us from work went there. He is a friend of my workmate, but we were never introduced. He has awesome fashion sense, and my friend instantly believed he was gay because he was wearing tight jeans. So we were all basically in the same group, but he didn't say anything really, just sat there. I don't think his very sociable. I commented that "does that annoy you?" in regards to the balls on his lip piercing which always annoyed...

There's this kid at my job who is the same age as me and I always have a problem with him one minute he wants to be all nice to me than he wants to give me some attitude then hes nice to me again then he gives me attitude again and it's really annoying me to the point where I just wanna punch him in the face.Right now I don't like the kid but for some reason I know I'm gonna be cool with him again when I go back to work so it's like on and off with this guy.But the things he does he gives me dirty looks sometimes,gives me an attitude and today I asked him for some help with a box and he turned...

So, remember that story i told you all about, regarding the huge hospital bill? Paid for, by the medical assistance people, thank fucking god.

My next piece of business, im trying to go to Philly ComicCon to meet CM Punk in June. hes supposed to be there with a bunch of other wrestlers, including Melina but meh, fuck her all to hell.

Lastly, if anyones been wondering where ive been, ive been around, watching wrestling and free baseball. Also, if anyone is wondering what i do on friday nights, i had Kimmy post the videos of bands i go out and support. You all should go check...

Well….I’m probably going to hell LMAO!! I was seriously, checking out guys in church lmao

I went to church today, since, I was, 11, so a good 12 years ago. Not for a Funeral, not for a wedding, not because it’s Christmas and not because they are dedicating a service to a dead family member.

Well though because it’s easter lol.

Anyways, I remember them saying The place to find a good girl is church…does it count for guys as well? LMAO OMG there were a couple of cute ones. I went to my cousin’s church along with his friend Amarelle, it was both our first time...

On my birthday in July at that, so excited! I wanna go to that show! Lol

As all of you know I am currently studying to take the drivers test and I just wanted to know if you remember what was on the test.I have the book but I know I'm not gonna remember everything from the book.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Suck my dick, bitches!!!!!!!!! Queen Nicki Christ has blessed me with a copy of Pink Friday: Roman Reloaded! I JUST CAME!!!!! *does happy dance!*

Just woke up from one of the most horrible naps I ever taken this couch is so annoying and so uncomfortable to sleep on its not funny my neck hurts and my back is killing me.Im way to big and old to be sleeping on a couch.I just wish I had my own room so bad it's not even funny I want a nice room with a bed I can sleep on and have my own privacy to get away from everybody.Its just not fair everyone has there own room but me I work my ass off at work I deserve to come home and have room to come too not some fuckin couch.I hate this house I was unaware of this place and I had No choice at all but...

I'll be 25 in 2 months and i really am stressed/depressed about it. 25 years old and i havent even been married before. Still in school when i feel i should be further in life. My job is so bad i am tempted to choke out my boss and leave her body in the cooler. Yeah my life is a waste. a wasted failure.

*plays Mark Henry theme in the background*

K so, this here is a blog. I will write in this blog, because it's what im best at...writing something. For those who didnt know, i was in the hospital back in February for 2 and a half days for pneumonia, which just happened to be the worst shit ever. Couldnt eat, couldnt sleep, coughed constantly, heartrate was extremely high and stuff like that so, hell...i couldnt even watch Elimination Chamber with someone fully because i was so shitty...i was told by the doctor that i would still have the cough for a little bit after i left the hospital....

First off I would like to apoligize for my actions over the last couple of weeks and for my immature ways.Im just trying to have fun with all of you but I feel like I can get on some of your nerves and I don't want that.I just feel like I been here since the beginning and I try to get along with everybody.Everyone here is so close to everyone and when it comes to me it's a whole nother story.im trying to change but I can't help with the way I am so you either take me with all my flaws and just learned to accept me because I'm learning to accept of all of you and giving everyone the respect they...

So here I am. Stressed the fuck out because I have so much homework that I just wanna blow up the school. I'm so sick of this bullshit.

Oh but wait, that's not all! My desktop keeps being a total BITCH! I got it fixed 2 weeks ago and now it's just... doing some sort of scan called "PC Restore" or whatever. I downloaded IE9 and apparently, my computer doesn't like that very much. So now, another paycheck is gonna go in that mother fucker. I've been poor as hell for 2 weeks and I fucking hate it. I owe my insurance money and my phone bill money to my mom, which I don't have because my...

For those who actually care, my life has taken a 180, and especially today, for those who know/remember from my old post, I have what is called a colostomy, I don't really feel like wasting time and typing fully what it is, so google it, lol, but anyhow...Once you google it or you know what it is, continue...

I have had bowel problems since about 03-04 when I was still starting off a bit in elementary, well. In 09 i got the colostomy and ever since then, I have had major skin problems with it and Ive recently been getting tests done for sometimes I didnt even know why, I just did them,...

Hey everyone i know i dont talk much or come on much. Here's an update.
Me and my boyfriend shane broke up but we remain friends, ive been trying to get a boyfriend in person im failing so eh.
I got kicked out of my normal highschool i wasnt gonna be able to graduate on time if i went there still so im going to a school called "The Academy" its a second chance school where pregnant girls go and there;s a daycare and everything, its where kids who have has bad attendence and grades go. So i go there now, and i love it, met new friends and caught up with some old ones, and the guys are...

UUhhh was in a semi-depressed mood, no one to talk too......having weird thoughts....having crazy thoughts...having..well scary thoughts.

Just...unhappy, still unhappy....been unhappy for the last 2 years....just..unhappy.

Happy with my academic life, happy with my social life. But those i've talked to know the troubles,..i've been having issues with. I just feel it is slowly mentally draining me and just mentally killing me slowly....i dunno. Just....gah....needed to vent.

I dunno what else to do.

How I Spent my Christmas: Kevin’s Biography

Well I went home for the holiday’s. After a 2 hour delay before leaving the airport. I was FINALLY home and in Paradise!!. And you could imagine I was excited because well, it’s my first Christmas home since Christmas of 2008. So I was happy to be home for Christmas.

My cousin got married and LOTS and LOTS of family activities. Including a trip to the palm Island where I rode on the BANANA BOAT!!! Which was epicly awesome. Sadly hung out with Annie Punani but whatever. Went out clubbing and my cousin’s boyfriend almost got us in...

It's official.....Both guys living in the house with me....are all GAY!!

All three of us are gay!!!! lol.

It is hilarious to find this out. Really, I knew about one...but been snooping around and just saw the other one...kiss his boyfriend lmao.


Oh well....hahhaah this is just too funny.

and how nice it is on freakin Valentine's Day.

My dad died and still we are fighting over his assets. Me and my brothers vs my dad's mother who is being a total bitch to us. So Tuesday we're going to court to get this figured out once and for all. I have no idea what to expect but I must say I am very very nervous. I dont want to walk away with nothing. This is the only dad i'll ever have and even if we didnt speak in the last 10 years, he's still my father. Maybe he just didnt jknow how to be a dad, who knows...

so tonight after work I am heading to the bus station then taking...

I was looking in that thread with the top places people go in the world and saw that bubble mirror park one (whatever its called) then a day later saw the vow and this park was featured in the movie! I've never heard of/seen this thing in my life, then the day after I see it on net for first time I see it in movie...

Yep, its one of those posts lol. I literally have no energy to do anything, im always tired, even if i sleep for a long period of time. there was a point in time where id be going days without rest and it physically wore me down, as well as mentally. so i guess its safe to say that, after the Super Bowl i am taking a break from the site. i dont know how long ill be gone, but...yeah, sigh. it also doesnt help that thoughts are on my mind, all the time.

I just want to let you guys know that my uncle has passed away he was sick and was dieing in the hospital so we as a family decided to pull the plug because there was nothing they can do for him.The last time I saw my uncle was on Thanksgiving and he's been in the hospital ever since.

Tonight, i am going to the Recher to see Taproot, and i am like...overly excited right now lol. My buddy got me a ticket last night, so it's gonna be a good time! :D

I'm a STAR!!!! The greatest bitch to do it, YES! By far! Shining on you hoes, like a diamond in the sky. Try to steal my shine and I'll BREAK......YOUR......SPINE!

Moscow is where I keep them and they're fully charged! You stupid hoes are they're sons and they don't want custody.

Its been a awhile since i post anythin on here but i just wanna say im officially engaged! My bf proposed 2 me @ midnight.

My deceased's father's family has an issue with me being executor of his estate...so they're taking me to court to take those rights away from me.

I even have this REALLY REALLY nasty letter that my aunt (my dad's sister) wrote about me. She doesnt even know me. I never even met this woman LOL

So yes on Feb 14th i'll be heading to court. Good Times

Once I get HS transcripts, I'll select which classes I want to take.

I'm going for 2 BAs.

With the first, I can work with computers and/or forensics. Once I get this one, I'll need 29 more credits for my second one - which allows me to work as a game designer.

The math can suck it! Wish me luck!

I need to make up credits in math to graduate , so i really need someone to help me in algerbra, like i will give you my number or something, i just really need help, i suck at algebra, please!

After talking it over with my cousin and a few friends who are in a band together, ive decided to stream their show this coming friday live on justin.tv. so cant wait to try this out, if it takes off and other bands catch wind of it, it could lead to something big! :D

I did it!!!.I am now workin at Target!!!.Im going there tomorrow to do my drug test I hope I pass it because I was smokin weed.lol just playin.

So this has been a rather crazy week for me. A lot of stuff has happened. First off, the love of my life recent came out of the closet and I've been on that dick, like rolls on a fat bitch. He will be mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ohh and work has been going great, I have a few down days when I just don't want to be there, but for the most part I like it and a lot of people there seem to like me too. Though I did get into it with a few people, they're just so damn annoying.

Any who I went to another PCW taping, I'm seriously considering signing with them. They put on fantastic shows, and I...